Healing Sexual Trauma

Healing Sexual Trauma

Sexual wounding. Seriously the MOST INSIDIOUS THING in the way it affects your life. In the way it inhibits people’s sense of self worth. Their ability to stand in their power. Their ability to have healthy relationships (and not keep calling in the abuse pattern in different varieties time and again). Their ability to have a good relationship/abundant relationship with money (as to the psyche, money is a symbol of value and power. If you’re inhibited in these, then it’s going to affect your relationship to la doshola $$$).

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Leaning into Chaos – when life comes to claim you

Leaning into Chaos – when life comes to claim you

Chaos – or when everything turns to shit.
We all know it.

But the thing is, the more you run away from it, the more it’s going to come and bite you in your sweet backside.
How do you relate with chaos? Do you love her? Do you try to stifle her?

What is the chaos in your life trying to tell you?

With special juicy poem magick midway.

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Being to much – the exact way to find your people.

Being to much – the exact way to find your people.

THIS is what happens when you stop playing small, stop trying to not be ‘too intense/too big’ etc etc etc.
It’s what happens when you really give in the full expression of who you are.
I am going to do this for the rest of my life! So grateful to the woman who wrote me the message telling me she couldn’t stand what I’m about!

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Why you keep calling in douchebags

Why you keep calling in douchebags

Anyone who has been following me for any period of time will be well aware of my rather dramatic love life.

Courtney’s romantic world is populated with extremely blissful highs (spontaneous peak state highs) and incredibly dramatic, soul wrenching lows. When I fall in love, I go there, hook line and sinker. Everything inside me, even when I’m doing my best to hold back and practice ‘going slow’ (what the fuck does that mean to an Aries, I’d like to know?!) knows what it means to love as though nothing else mattered.

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